Non-exhaustive list of books I've read (in vaguly reverse chronological order) with some quick thoughts about them if I felt like having something to say. Hover over the black spoiler boxes (or tap on mobile) to see them.
Oh to be a doll in a Winnipeg winter while your life falls apart in every conceivable way.
I love how the characters get to be women of trans experience rather than trans women.
Butler has such a simple prose, yet conveys such complex thoughts and ideas, I love it. Using time travel to show how we all are fundamentally tied to the legacy of slavery and how the oppressed reify their own oppression (even if they are from the future and "know better"). And the juxtaposition between Rufus and Kevin which embodied, to invoke Malcolm X, the wolf and the fox. A great book!
All the stories in this book were great, especially the title novella. The way Stag Dance depicted the struggles of transfemininity via a story about early 20th century lumberjacks was incredible. Definitely deserving of pulitzer price finalist.
I love how she took 'the Babe', who started as symbol of reliablility, strength, skill, etc. and showed how her embrace and desire for womanhood socially 'destroyed' all those qualities to the point where she literally becomes a monster.
Also just how Lisen was kinda a stand-in for cis womanhood, someone "naturally feminine", who is accepted and embraced for her femininity by her community which causes conflict with 'the Babe' who wish she could be her. And eventually Lisen does accept 'the Babe' to be a woman. Yet, as soon as 'the Babe' is seen as a woman by the wider community, by men, Lisen gets angry and destroys the Babe's womanhood as punishment for taking male attention that is hers.
My face when you're bugchasing DL trade because you lowkirkenuinely don't give a fuck anymore but then your long lost t4t lover comes back but she's boymoding again and she's got some cishet gf she knocked up because apparently she was hondosed for four years and wasn't infertile but it turns out she can serve boy but not father so she wants you to be a second mother but to do that you have to listen to some cgirl talk about *gender* and *queerness*. Fuck my stupid baka life.
A fictional memoir from a nameless character in a strange world, exploring a few different interesting themes and ideas. At first glance (perhaps by the title), the book questions what does it mean to be born without a culture as well as the implication of that what does it mean to be a woman -- as Beauvoir put it, the second sex -- in a world without men -- the first sex. The book also explores existentialism; it opens with how the story ends, and it is clear that the many questions we have, that the woman has, won't be answered, and to 'quote' her: "This bizarre world that I inhabited was kind enough to add a few more questions to my list of unanswered one." Yet, we read on, hoping that maybe there is something that we were told wasn't there.
There is a clear questioned posed about what "freedom" means. When the women are caged, we naturally understand their yearning to escape, both the cage itself and the arbitrary rules. We hope their liberation from the cage will give us answers as to why they were there in the first place. Yet, their escape yields no answers of why they are here and what was going on. Additionally, while they are free from the arbitrary rules of their captors, the narrator makes it clear that she finds the traditions and customs that the women carried from their past lives to be similarly arbitrary. So, while they are free from the cage, we can still understand them to be in a similar kind of prison, only to culture. Likewise, we see the narrator (perhaps unconsciously) develop her own culture, her own prison, perhaps to cope with the lack of answers about why she is here and what the purpose of all this was.
The book also questions what drives us, and what causes us to loose our drive. "I wondered what would make me stop, whether it would be hunger, sleep or boredom -- in other words, what prompts decisions when you are utterly alone." And the book makes it clear that material comforts certainly play a part in this. The group of women stopped exploring and settled down into their community, embracing the "futile succession of empty days" until their death and the narrator, not satisified with just that like the other women, stops her journey after stumbling upon a different bunker with books and other luxuries. And she leaves us with the following thoughts (emphasis mine):
The night goes by, I think of my life, the girl in a rage who taunted the young guard, angry at the present -- as if I had a future [...] I tell myself that I have walked for thousands of hours and that soon I will take my last ten stops to go and put these sheets of paper on the table and come back to lie down on my deathbed, an emaciated old woman whose eyes which no hands will close, will always be looking towards the door. I have spent my whole life doing I don't know what but it hasn't made me happy.
I read this because it was short and because I liked the Earthseed verses in Parable of the Sower and I wanted some context to compare them to.
While these books take place during an apocalypse they differ from many in how they subvert so many tropes of the genre. The apocalypse (retroactively named 'the Pox' in universe) in Butler's world does not begin because a virus escaped a lab, or via alien contact, or nuclear war but rather it emerged from following capitalist contradictions to their logical conclusion (combined with the slow deterioration of the climate from climate change). While 'the Pox' is considered to be the period of collapse in the late 2020s, some characters remark that it could be reasonable to say it began in the 80s or possible even before, with the slow concentration of wealth. They (and I) argue, 'the Pox' was houses and rent becoming more and more expensive until they couldn't be afforded (causing those who could to move back in with their family), groceries costing more and more (causing many to take up gardening to provide an increasingly larger portion of their calories), and those who couldn't move back in with their parents or had no place to garden increasingly became homeless and were forced to scavage, causing those with means to build fences, walls, fortifications to try and ensure they wouldn't become homeless, etc. etc. etc. It is this materialist analysis which makes the story so compelling; the apocalypse was not some random (unforseen) event but rather the natural evolution of the world we currently live in.
There's so so much I could talk about in these books: the similarities to the modern world, how toxic masculinity drives so much of the conflicts, how Butler foreshadows events but leaves you uncertain when, if, and how they will play out, how complacency can set in to even those who believe they aren't being comlpacent, how the verses (inspired by the Tao Te Ching) fit into the story, etc etc etc. Such a good book series.
A road trip novel where the road trip is skipped and a trans novel where the trans is not explained (thank god), exploring how trans women cope under a (capitalist) system that unequivically hates us.
You NEED to be Hemingwaymaxxing:
- Drink too much
- Fall in love with a nurse
- Move to Spain
- Get a bunch of cats with too many toes
- Survive multiple plane crashes
- Tell your trans daughter you're just like her
- Never elaborate
- Commit suicide
The story part of the book was good too :)
Very short but cute and sweet stories about non-binary tea monk and robot exploring their communist, solarpunk world while trying to answer the question "what do people need?"
All the stories were really good. They do a really good just of collectively summarizing the trans (woman) experience™ with having to heavily emphasise or talk about "transition" itself. I felt like I could relate to all of the stories in some way which wasn't what I was expecting going into it. Also, I really liked the opening quote from the start of the book:
I loved that dream of a girl, the Beautiful Girl, calm and wild as water. I loved her like I loved the Psychic Girl, another paperback myth, because she was a safe girl to love, a fantasy that I could own. When I grew up and began to meet so many different real girls. I met beautiful girls, calm and wild, who had grown up beside trees and pools of water and I hated them instinctively. They hurt my feelings. I had thought these girls were imaginary, but no, they were real, and I could have been one too, and possessed that water-fed grace. I didn't know who to be mad at for not giving me a river.- Michelle Tea, Chelsea Whistle
A great memoir where she documents her evolving thoughts and experiences with second puberty (while on Ketamine, of course).
I really liked the story but I also appreciated how they personalized the systemic erasure of women in revolutionary movements (e.g. France, Russia, China) and specifically how socialists who are men understand the violence of class struggle but don't try to or truly understand the violence of men against women under patriarchy. Reading historical discussions about this (e.g. in the Soviet Union, China) is one thing but watching the main character try to navigate it definitely makes it feel more personal and less academic/abstract.
Theory™
I'm definitely forgetting to list some stuff here but who cares anyway xd
A short book that gives an overview of how the 1917 October Revolution shaped the ideologies and trajectory of the global south.
This book falls victim to many of the pitfalls of anti-capitalist and anti-communist theory. The author wholly dismisses Marxism as Eurocentric, as colonial. This ignores that much of Marxist thought post-Lenin has been developed outside of Europe and has been essential for decolonial thought. Yang also provides some admittedly valid criticisms of Marx, but then uses those criticisms to wholesale dismiss it, as if Marxism is a dogmatic adherence to what Karl Marx specifically wrote and isn't open for critique.
There is also an irony to Yang's rejection of Marx as they cite many other decolonial authors who are Marxists or at least are heavily influenced by Marxism. It feels weird to frame decolonization as necessarily breaking from Marx when so many of these decolonial organizations and scholars find Marx to be important.
Additionally, this anti-Marxist perspective hinders the books argument in major ways. When describing the Third University the author is basically forced to use analogies to Black Cinema rather than directly describing it. To me, it felt there were so many examples of actually educational institutions that they could've drawn from instead. Yet, these examples cannot be cited because most are affiliated with a Communist Party or are closely tied with Marxism. For example, when describing how Third Universities can exist within First and Second Universities, the Communist Party of China felt like such an obvious example. Yet that couldn't be given as an example as the author had already claimed that China was settler-colonial (no citation or elaboration on why though).
I also just found the motivation for developing a Third University to be lacking. Yes, we can theoretically build them but we should really be asking if that is worth our time at the present moment? Could our time be better spent developing other institutions or organizations? Yang doesn't answer that which feels like a big missing point. Especially when one of the few concrete examples of a Third University is Cuban Medical School, yet these schools only came into being because of the Cuban Revolution, which to me seems to imply that maybe other institutions should be developed to allow a Third University to exist. The failure to ask these questions makes me feel that there is a “there's no ethical consumption under capitalism, therefore do whatever you want” kind of conclusion in the book that I doubt was intended.
All that being said, there still is value in Yang's analysis in how universities are embedded and support settler-colonialism in ways that might not be obvious. It is just seems like an unforced error to needlessly reject/refute Marxism when Marxists don't even really disagree with what was being said.
A great read and an essetential contribution to Marxist-Feminism. More of my thoughts can be found here. While I specifically read the 2025 English translation of the full book, the introduction and the pamphlet on marxists.org might also be a great resource for getting a summary of her arguments.
An older work which discusses how Soviet policy shaped the policies and priorities of the West.
Lenin has failed to consider that one last big reform will fix everything this time we promise.
Lenin has failed to consider that imperialism is actually when big country.
To be honest I should re-read but I thought it was an interesting exploration of the dialectics and contradictions of education.
Essays
Some essays that I thought were interesting (in no particular order):
A history of transmisogyny in early Christianity. The following quote from the preface gives a good summary:
These letters began with a simple question many of us ask, and which I was particularly wrestling with at the time of writing: How do we write our own community's history? If nothing else, I hope this text humanizes trans women across time and space, and corrects at least a few of the many epistemic abuses done in writing about us.
Essential for doing any sort of intersectional analysis.
A great example of how transphobes and transmisogynist weaponize orientalism and fears of cultural imperialism to fracture the international trans liberation movement.
As opposed to the metaphysical world outlook, the world outlook of materialist dialectics holds that in order to understand the development of a thing we should study it internally and in its relations with other thingsOkay so the world is a system of objects and relations between them...
If you want knowledge, you must take part in the practice of changing reality. If you want to know the taste of a pear, you must change the pear by eating it yourself. If you want to know the structure and properties of the atom, you must make physical and chemical experiments to change the state of the atom.So if we want to understand an object, we must understand its relations to other objects...
The fact is that no contradictory aspect can exist in isolation. Without its opposite aspect, each loses the condition for its existence.So an object is necessarily defined by its relation to other objects. In other words... an object is isomorphic to it's relation to other objects, i.e. . Motherfucker... Well I guess that explains why he said this:
Lenin illustrated the universality of contradiction as follows:In mathematics: + and - . Differential and integral.In programming languages, mutability and immutability, product and sum, eager and lazy are all mutually contradictory phenomena. One cannot exist without the other. The two aspects are at once in conflict and in interdependence, and this constitutes the totality of a programming, pushes its development forward and solves its problems.
In mechanics: action and reaction.
In physics: positive and negative electricity.
In chemistry: the combination and dissociation of atoms.
In social science: the class struggle.
I don't think therefore I don't am. Checkmate idealists.